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I’ve been trying to tell you about things we need to work out but shit, it’s always “later,” “we’ll talk about this later,” with you. I agree that I want to talk about this in person but shit, it’s not like I’m not making an effort to see you. I ask literally every day, “do you want to come over?” “Do you wanna hang?” “Do you want to do this/that with ____?” I feel like you either don’t want to see me or that you’re not even trying.. I’ve really been trying harder with this relationship than I have with my last ones because although this may be your first relationship, you have been treating me really well. It’s just that my fears of my past relationships are terrible and every time something goes wrong, I can’t help but think to myself, “this is where it all ends.” And you not answering doesn’t help at all.

If I Stay is my new period movie.

I felt it so much when she had her first heartbreak, when she was in the coma, when her family members kept dying. I cried so much omg that movie is GOOD.

  1. Kiss like you mean it.
  2. Remember their birthday, every year.
  3. Make them feel special, even on a monday night with a forecast of rain.
  4. Befriend their Mom, she will tell you stories that no one else can.
  5. Order each other food at restaurants, just to try something new.
  6. Shower together, you may learn to love your body, by seeing the desire and passion in your partners eyes.
  7. Leave notes when you go out for the day, it will make you feel safe.
  8. Watch the Breakfast Club, and pump up your fist in the end, even if it only happens once.
  9. Care for each other when sick, soup is the easiest thing to make.
  10. Make chocolate covered strawberries in summer simply because you can.
  11. Go fishing with their Dad, and listen to what he has to say, even if he may have trouble saying it.
  12. Give each other little presents, even if its just a rose on friday the 13th.
  13. Get angry, but forgive.
  14. Love, love with all you’ve got.
14 things to remember in a relationship  (via wildsoulz)

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I feel so stressed about everything. Every day, I wake up and worry and worry and worry about the future. Am I doing enough to set up my life the way I want it to be for my children, my mother and sister? Where am I supposed to go? What am I supposed to do? Am I doing the right thing in my relationship?

So many things worry me and I just can’t deal with it anymore. I get migraines like every day just thinking about it. And I just want to cry. It hurts my head so much.

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